"I wish you would stop running off with those damned soldiers."
"I thought that was what you wanted, Father."
"What I wanted." Roderick laughed softly. "What I wanted was a son that was not a coward."
Ingram bristled at his father`s words. "I am not a coward."
"Are you not? Have you yet to learn how to use the sword, or put it to proper application?"
"No." He couldn`t, not when eve nthe smell of blood sent him to his knees and the sight of it into a dead faint. "But that doesn`t make me any less of—"
"Do not mistake me. I have respect for the honorable profession of strategizing, but it is better left to men past their prime. Not a man who chooses to cover his weakness."
Ingram`s jaw clenched tightly as he fought back twin surges of rage and hurt. "It must be a pity, then, for you to have such a son."
"A pity, certainly," Roderick murmured in agreement.
"Then the next time I travel with the company, I shall endeavor not to return." Ingram pushed to his feet, intent on leaving before he made a fool of himself by letting the angry tears that prickled at the corner of his eyes fall.