PrimaSpe5 сентября 2011В друзьяThe first is that bravery and selflessness are often the same thing.17
PrimaSpe5 сентября 2011В друзьяMy father says - used to say - that there is power in self-sacrifice.24
PrimaSpe5 сентября 2011В друзьяFor a second I feel like everything inside me is breaking, and I crouch by a body, breathing through my mouth so I don't smell the blood. I slamp my hand over my mouth to contain a sob. Five more seconds. Five more seconds of weakness and than I get up. One, two. Three, four. Five.27
PrimaSpe5 сентября 2011В друзьяEventually Tobias picks me up, because I am dead on my feet, and I lean my head into his shoulder, taking deep breaths of his skin. Since he saved me from the attack, I have associated his smell with safety, so as long as I focused on it, I feel safe now.29
PrimaSpe5 сентября 2011В друзьяEric called Al's suicide brave, and he was wrong. My mother's death was brave. I remember how calm she was, how determined. It isn't just brave that she died for me; it is brave that she did it without announcing it, without hesistation, and without appearing to consider another option.29
briar13 мая 2011В друзья“Every faction conditions its members to think and act a certain way. And most people do it. For most people, it’s not hard to learn, to find a pattern of thought that works and stay that way.” She touches my uninjured shoulder and smiles. “But our minds move in a dozen different directions. We can’t be confined to one way of thinking, and that terrifies our leaders. It means we can’t be controlled. And it means that no matter what they do, we will always cause trouble for them.”40
briar11 мая 2011В друзьяWhen the dormitory door closes behind me, I touch a hand to my forehead and grin a little. Awkwardness aside, it is nice to be liked.31
briar11 мая 2011В друзья“And don’t pay attention to Christina. Your face doesn’t look that bad.” He smiles a little. “I mean, it looks good. It always looks good. I mean—you look brave. Dauntless.”His eyes skirt mine, and he scratches the back of his head. The silence seems to grow between us. It was a nice thing to say, but he acts like it meant more than just the words. I hope I am wrong.31